We want to be the solar light
along the path from road to door.
Dutiful diurnal then
the only thing you see at night.
Oh to be the first bird each morning
to sing for all to hear. Or
the last to stir the branches
to sleep in fragrant limbs.
But here upon the mud we stand
some stuck, some bootless
forgetting our song
ignoring the vast.
Humming monotonous
without even knowing.
Let wind be the bow over strings of trees
Let stars be the hooks for lost souls
When you fly let yourself
When you lie lose the rest
We are not here
We are not there
but everywhere
and now.

18.3.10
17.3.10
Poem 16
There is a squirrel who visits our yard
Each day, performing his rounds
Collecting what he can
He has taken to a pole with a view of it all
He climbs it perching on the top
Tail balances him as he turns west
then holds him steady as he points south
Every day in early afternoon
He'll be there
Like a painter surveying the scene
or the poet in meditation
We sit too lofty & we all know it
feeding on manufactured flesh
treading on fields of of silk
with boots of steel.
We chain, we beat into submission
& squeeze out the last cells of dignity
for our entertainment.
You cannot tell me the eyes are not windows
The heart is but flesh & dreams are ours only.
Each day, performing his rounds
Collecting what he can
He has taken to a pole with a view of it all
He climbs it perching on the top
Tail balances him as he turns west
then holds him steady as he points south
Every day in early afternoon
He'll be there
Like a painter surveying the scene
or the poet in meditation
We sit too lofty & we all know it
feeding on manufactured flesh
treading on fields of of silk
with boots of steel.
We chain, we beat into submission
& squeeze out the last cells of dignity
for our entertainment.
You cannot tell me the eyes are not windows
The heart is but flesh & dreams are ours only.
16.3.10
Poem 15
I spent the afternoon scratching
away at the earth gentle as brushing my dog
Combing out the crusty remnants
uncovering moist new homes to insects
as shocked to see me as I them.
The chatter of birds & the infrequent roll of a car
pushed the sun off dusty deck
then over the fence and away.
I filled two bags with this well used winter blanket
as trees sighed or so it seemed
and let the light come in.
away at the earth gentle as brushing my dog
Combing out the crusty remnants
uncovering moist new homes to insects
as shocked to see me as I them.
The chatter of birds & the infrequent roll of a car
pushed the sun off dusty deck
then over the fence and away.
I filled two bags with this well used winter blanket
as trees sighed or so it seemed
and let the light come in.
15.3.10
Poem 14
Normally the sight of hundreds of flies
on the front door would harken thoughts
of The Exorcist or other demonic maladies.
Is the house cursed, posessed or rotting?
Is someone from beyond reaching back in anger?
Did the delivery boy spill?
Has my dog been up to something?
But as I stood there assessing this invasion nay
this occupation the door and frame nearly speckled by plague
I wanted to stay
My back felt the heated fingers of spring take me in
then its entire hand gripped me in this moment
the same speck of time the fly was in
Each one of them I noticed
luxurious with no schedule
only here
only now.
on the front door would harken thoughts
of The Exorcist or other demonic maladies.
Is the house cursed, posessed or rotting?
Is someone from beyond reaching back in anger?
Did the delivery boy spill?
Has my dog been up to something?
But as I stood there assessing this invasion nay
this occupation the door and frame nearly speckled by plague
I wanted to stay
My back felt the heated fingers of spring take me in
then its entire hand gripped me in this moment
the same speck of time the fly was in
Each one of them I noticed
luxurious with no schedule
only here
only now.
14.3.10
Poem 13
This is a true story:
There has been a stone in my foot
okay it was a grain of sand
but it was there for over 3 years
it was like a small lump only painful
should I step on a garden hose or threshold
as it was situated in the middle of my foot.
Each summer or on a winter beach
while walking barefoot the hole would open
more sand might enter.
For weeks in long baths I would work on this mine
wondering all the while
why no pearl would form
after all this time.
I blame myself for this ailment
for once having written:
I am coming home but
there is a stone in my shoe.
Although heavily poetic
I swear this is true.
There has been a stone in my foot
okay it was a grain of sand
but it was there for over 3 years
it was like a small lump only painful
should I step on a garden hose or threshold
as it was situated in the middle of my foot.
Each summer or on a winter beach
while walking barefoot the hole would open
more sand might enter.
For weeks in long baths I would work on this mine
wondering all the while
why no pearl would form
after all this time.
I blame myself for this ailment
for once having written:
I am coming home but
there is a stone in my shoe.
Although heavily poetic
I swear this is true.
13.3.10
Poem 12
Wind is tearing the trees apart
I would hide if I liked to panic
Next it will be the roof
but I am not going to go there yet
I will wait until the neighbor's house
goes past my window
before I close my eyes.
I would hide if I liked to panic
Next it will be the roof
but I am not going to go there yet
I will wait until the neighbor's house
goes past my window
before I close my eyes.
12.3.10
Poem 11
My brain is a lazy sectional
good for parties
or long evenings.
It takes up half the room
forces you to lay down
it comes apart at the ends &
comes in many dimensions.
You can choose its look
texture, colour etc.
If you have a small room
I don't recommend
But for larger spaces
You cannot go wrong.
good for parties
or long evenings.
It takes up half the room
forces you to lay down
it comes apart at the ends &
comes in many dimensions.
You can choose its look
texture, colour etc.
If you have a small room
I don't recommend
But for larger spaces
You cannot go wrong.
11.3.10
Poem 10
Dear novelist
Let me express my awe
Your ability to dive into
Fleshy soft unknown
A body to come home to at nite
Wake with each morning
I envy your base of continuity.
Tenacity is not for poets &
I do speak for myself
When tenaciousness is lack
I slip in melancholy muck
So each word squeezed is painful and
Every image eyeful
No lively description here I fear
Just recollection
Dear Novelist you stay with something
‘til it’s right and then
to understand
you fit your body whole
Protected second skin
Glove around
The poet walks into walls
Never comes home at nite
Sleeps with whom she wants
For a good line a soft bed
A place to hide
Then sacrifices all things good
For a word she would
For a life she would not
Never at home in her skin
Nervous & itching & hot
C’mon give her a scratch
With long nails
Slow strokes
Lively tales
You know you can
And that you want to
Or leave a bowl of milk
On the steps beside her things.
You with the long stories
Enough wood for this hearth
10.3.10
Poem 9
The ad read:
Experience required, salary commensurate.
It sounded perfect
I gathered my papers
Showered & dressed
Got there on time
Sat in a line
They gave us paper
Said to write
something happy.
I could see the man next to me
had no pen so I gave him one.
Soon the room was bartering for pens or pencils
and before we could begin our time was up.
Someone was collecting the (mostly) blank sheets of paper
People were shuffling toward the door
Some of us remained seated
Then I went home.
I watched the news
read a book
listened to the radio
& fell asleep with the lights on.
Experience required, salary commensurate.
It sounded perfect
I gathered my papers
Showered & dressed
Got there on time
Sat in a line
They gave us paper
Said to write
something happy.
I could see the man next to me
had no pen so I gave him one.
Soon the room was bartering for pens or pencils
and before we could begin our time was up.
Someone was collecting the (mostly) blank sheets of paper
People were shuffling toward the door
Some of us remained seated
Then I went home.
I watched the news
read a book
listened to the radio
& fell asleep with the lights on.
9.3.10
Poem 8
To read the quiet lines of the poet or to
follow the blur of the painter
you will be the grasping hand on cliff's edge
a second before the fall
You will be the pinnacle of light
on a shooting star before the event horizon
No one shall witness
or record.
Go on spend your life
scribbling & scratching
a free range chicken
home on the range top eventually.
Keep moving spiralling tumbling
back into the beginning
the ending
the nothing
the All.
follow the blur of the painter
you will be the grasping hand on cliff's edge
a second before the fall
You will be the pinnacle of light
on a shooting star before the event horizon
No one shall witness
or record.
Go on spend your life
scribbling & scratching
a free range chicken
home on the range top eventually.
Keep moving spiralling tumbling
back into the beginning
the ending
the nothing
the All.
8.3.10
Poem 7
Dirty snow slips between
brown lawn like sand
the last of it glistens goodbye
You could hear its crumble
if not for birds feeding
the wind's push.
Later on asphalt
we cut through air
on elliptic orbs
Riding through the neighbourhood
as restless as stallions
set free.
brown lawn like sand
the last of it glistens goodbye
You could hear its crumble
if not for birds feeding
the wind's push.
Later on asphalt
we cut through air
on elliptic orbs
Riding through the neighbourhood
as restless as stallions
set free.
7.3.10
Poem 6
There is a square of sunlight on living room floor
my dog finds daily (weather permitting) he eats his
first meal then slurps his water bowl dry
finds the red ball or the green & should I
be engaged by task or dreams
he ambles over to the front room
more like a worker leaving the factory
aching & tired he reaches
the luminous patch
I hear his bones
a heave of air
then always as all dogs do
the satisfied smacking
the settling heart.
my dog finds daily (weather permitting) he eats his
first meal then slurps his water bowl dry
finds the red ball or the green & should I
be engaged by task or dreams
he ambles over to the front room
more like a worker leaving the factory
aching & tired he reaches
the luminous patch
I hear his bones
a heave of air
then always as all dogs do
the satisfied smacking
the settling heart.
6.3.10
Poem 5
His last break-in
It's the way they leave the lights on
every evening at five even though it's spring &
the melting snow on the drive is pure & white
it's the same lamp there
in the corner against the pale blue wall
which tells him they're old
not to mention a wreath on the door
the embroidered throw just visible on the sofa
the living room wall is covered in photos
it tells him they're old
it tells him they're gone
the glass pops out of its brittle frame
and lands without shatter on a bed of envelopes
if he's lucky there's a card or a cheque
he sees Doris White's name on a lavender envelope
but before he can fill his greed & take his feed
He see Doris on the floor
her blue eyes staring
at the wall of photos
she's stiff she's cold
she's really gone
It's the way they leave the lights on
every evening at five even though it's spring &
the melting snow on the drive is pure & white
it's the same lamp there
in the corner against the pale blue wall
which tells him they're old
not to mention a wreath on the door
the embroidered throw just visible on the sofa
the living room wall is covered in photos
it tells him they're old
it tells him they're gone
the glass pops out of its brittle frame
and lands without shatter on a bed of envelopes
if he's lucky there's a card or a cheque
he sees Doris White's name on a lavender envelope
but before he can fill his greed & take his feed
He see Doris on the floor
her blue eyes staring
at the wall of photos
she's stiff she's cold
she's really gone
5.3.10
Poem 4
This is no joke
A guy walks into a bar
says Whiskey Sour with 6 drops
bitters get the drink with six straws
instead looks around the empty bar says
He doesn't get it
Bartender says neither did he
Have some nuts but
What's the joke?
He could use one right now
with the rain & damp, the pain
Have some ruts he hears
A guy walks into a bar
says Whiskey Sour with 6 drops
bitters get the drink with six straws
instead looks around the empty bar says
He doesn't get it
Bartender says neither did he
Have some nuts but
What's the joke?
He could use one right now
with the rain & damp, the pain
Have some ruts he hears
4.3.10
Poem 3
-SLIPPING AGAIN-
Freud says one cannot distinguish between leaving & being left
The poet from time to time mistakingly
writes living instead of leaving & deft for left.
She begins:
“ If all trees are oak trees
or some pine for love
when truth arrives on its way south to escape the cold”
She madly scribbles words about living
(She meant leaving) then
She mentions the cold
innate notions ingrained flight routes and when it comes to what is deft
(She meant left)
She cannot find the words
Feeling enough has been already said
She is ready to close her notebook
retract the lead in her pencil &
head out beneath periwinkle skies
At this point oblivious when birds fly overhead
or speak from branches (and once only)
or speak from branches (and once only)
They whisper the secret mission they are on and
How they know flight patterns & seasons
Far more random than the human mind can fathom
Restless with a promise to return
balanced on a wing
a new story inside hollow bones
and the softest of thick feathered
warmth covering a cage of ribs
which has never contained anything
but that which we can never touch
They would tell her this and more, for a few seeds only.
But she has closed her notebook and is late for something she has forgotten where.
3.3.10
Poem 2
After reading Jan Horner’s new book ref=dp_image_0
an Empress of all the streetlights
a cake and all its candles
Reading you
reading her or
what was left
Left me alighted (charged)
Electric was my answer
for what’s your favorite word
A silly game after a dinner long ago
but I can see how necessary
this word in your world when
plugging in to hers
It’s been ten years
from me to you
and a hundred
from you to her
Can one frail life run on dragon blood
bridge two run on words
Poems with questions are maddening
When the poet is the one with the pen
I left your city in the year of the dragon
anaemic and bloody at the same time
Battles lost, a war
called on lack of interest
rain atmostpheric disturbances
inclimate and too intimate to share
The last time I saw you was in a coffee shop
& it was raining out
See?
I think you cried
But not for me
Thankfully not
And I did too
I was saying good bye
But did not know it at the time
& it was really coming down
2.3.10
Poem 1
This morning while checking stocks, weather, email
from a chair in the house
I looked up from my Apple
to the Magnolia tree because a flicker of red
caught my eye
There are no blooms this early in March
but from the action in the trees
I saw 2 Chickadees
& knew the fingers of Spring
were tapping.
Then a quick flick of red
teased me again
from the cedar this time
and then onto the pine
A Cardinal
the one who woke me up
made himself clear
to me
to my dog
to the whole neighbourhood
as he sang his tune out to his love
poemperdai
It may look Latin but it is the sound of a drunk person (possibly) saying she shall write a poem each day. I will only write them here on the post. (I am she.) The poem will be purely spontaneous, but every attempt at creativity is of course my goal. Not sure what limits to put on this exercise, regarding length or style, like try a sonnet on a Sunday (...hmmm Sonnet Sundays sounds good!) or a Sestina on a Thursday (that was random), but I want this to be organic so that I don't (won't) lose interest. Who is out there anyway? Who in cyberspace will monitor/witness this? I really don't care. It came to me in the car on the way home from Walmart (a store I once declared I would never shop at) with a new bird feeder & some seed/feed. Indeed. I had a poem in my head but it is gone now, but I came up with the idea of this blog becoming something more than a collection of art or random images. Okay, going to start this now.
19.1.10
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