24.4.10

Poem 55

One thing is certain
I was standing on the edge of something
A mountain climbing decision
Fire or water   earth or sky
I had a rope but what I needed
Was not at hand  I Ching
Dice  Dial-a-prayer
Ting went the bottom of the cup
The sound of my coin as he howled out
Baby I was born to run… 
He’s on that corner every day Irony
Taste in my mouth 
I’ve bitten my lip 
As I often do  now I’m bound to repeat
This self-mutilation (or the slow beginning of it)
Throughout the day
What was the insight pressing my teeth so tight
Upon my tongue?   I was certain the moment of clarity
Would be less painful  but as the tug between
Knowledge & Language 
Contracts & advances
I continue along the street with a bad song knitting & hooking
Itself inside my well insulated head.
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